Am I a Freak

I hate myself for this but it is true that I become a freak, Maniac when I Dont have money with me be it in my account/purse or in hand
I get all freaky n shaky assuming how will I survive, not that I cannot. Even though I know I will be getting money in sometime some days but still!!! 


I think this is one that is flown down from my Dad's Jeans!!


Oh no my hubby also found this out n was scolding me :'( 
Cant help picked it up from Jeans u know.. :)